With the rate of cancellations due to (not so) unforeseen circumstances he either is a massive narcissistic asshole or, and this is what I'm slowly beginning to think now, he really is ill, but not like Dengue. I just can't wrap my head around his behaviour, it's becoming really erratic. Seriously what is he doing, on the one hand whining about his career on the other completely destroying every little piece of it that is left. That's not artistic expression or something anymore, that's just downright mad...and the only people that seemingly are left are people catering to his every whim. Living in the past, reiterating the same old day in day out, losing acquaintances and dont care....That just doesn't sound good or healthy. Yeah, or maybe he is just like this. I don't know, it's all really confusing, because I can't understand how anybody purposefully would do this to himself and a once good career.
I feel for the fans and the band, I wonder how they see the situation, they had so much shows cancelled already for which they have practiced and travelled, must be really strange.
