Mike Rourke
Well-Known Member
Totally agree with this and I'm sure many Smiths fans can relate but recently, I have started to wonder WTF is wrong with me too.
It's not about the popcorn for me. When I read those comments in the Dodwell interview for example, and see how he can't bear to even use Johnny's first name or whatever... something in me was really hurt by that animosity, it really bothered me. It affected my mood. And I remember feeling so upset when Andy Rourke died that I couldn't think about anything else for days.
Then I catch myself and say to myself, "These people don't know you exist, they're grown men aged 60+, their general dramas with each other started before you were born and don't matter to anyone else so just check out and focus on your own life."
It can be hard when you've invested so much time and energy in the music, the interviews and the whole 'story' that goes with it and I think routinely visiting a place like Solo and getting so wrapped up in this 'world' makes it worse. I think I am genuinely happier when I don't come here - and Lord, I've been here a long time. It's not just Solo but you see the same patterns and habits on Reddit, X, practically any gossip site - you can lose yourself in this stuff. Look at the whole mess with Malarkey, fandom can actually f**** with your head.
Sometimes I hear a song on the radio - "Somewhere in my Heart" by Aztec Camera for example, and I think - great song, still like it. But beyond their timeframe and the obvious Smiths connections, I don't know shit about Aztec Camera. Never bought their albums, don't know the band member names, couldn't describe any 'dramas' or elements of their lives at gunpoint. They could all be dead for all I know. And I realise that a fair amount of people feel that way when they hear "Shoplifters" or "This Charming Man" and I think... yeah, that's wise. That is a healthier way to be.
There was a two year period when I listened to nothing but Morrissey songs (Smiths or post Smiths), and if there were any problems with him, I'd take it pretty personally.
But I listen to tons more stuff now and it just massively lessens the impact of any of his nonsense. I can enjoy the good stuff when it comes along, and not get dragged down much by the bad. Admittedly it's hard listening to new music by unfamiliar artists. You have to wade through a ton of crap but mainly thanks to 6 Music, there's loads of stuff I've picked up on in recent times. It's a real buzz getting into a band when they're only on their 2nd or 3rd album.
I also look at some of Morrissey's contemporaries and they're not often fairing well. Paul Weller sounds horrible these days singing in a stupid fake accent. Paul Heaton's recent couple of albums have been flimsy patchy affairs.
The Cure have only brought out one album in 15 years whereas Morrissey's brought out 4 or 5.
He still sounds great and looks pretty good compared with Weller/R Smith etc. And even though the lyrics were pretty rubbish, it was a joy hearing him sing beautifully over a lovely jangly guitar line in a brand new song in 2024 (I Ex Love You).
He's writing lots of new songs, and seems to have no shortage of song-writing partners. And when things go wrong with the band, he seems able to tour again within months with new musicians. All things considered, I'd say these are actually pretty good times.