I thought i would underestimate this and that after i heard it I would be instantly transported back to the raw and romantic feeling of the way emotions felt in that specific way that i felt them on certain cure songs when i was a teenager, when the silken moodiness of some of the songs resonated specifically because it felt like they were echoing a silken feeling inside that i knew had, but couldn’t have explained, and could put my finger on to describe to anyone external to me even less. It always felt like the music was the atmospheric and musical embodiment of deep and fast moving currents under the still surface of the water that reflects nothing above, and if you were that kind of deep and fast moving currents under the perfectly still surface type of person, then not everyone ever had an inkling what that might even be like, let alone what you might be about.
So I listened to this and loved it from the beginning, was waiting impatiently and telling myself that it served me right to underestimate them, and that i should have known better than to have such an, I can-take-it-or-leave-it, not-fully-enthused view.
The mood and the sound couldn’t have been more perfect. And then he started singing - and it all immediately fell apart for me, like an entirely collapsed souffle. It was just over at that point. As soon as his vocal came in it immediately made me think it sounded like a super tacky movie soundtrack.
And i’m very aware he sounds exactly like he always sounds, so it’s not his voice. It’s just the way all the different elements combine to form the whole.
Doesn’t change the fact though that it still makes you wonder what kind of people are listening to James blah and to B&S blah in 2024, when even 2024 Cure will be so good compared to all those completely pedestrian nobodies.
When i went to go see the Cure when I was in high school in the 90s there actually was a girl that turned up to the venue in her actual wedding dress. But she was a goth who was 1,000,000% alllllll goth’d out to the absolute MAX, so everyone thought it was just her totally over the top Cure concert like I’m-married-to-Robert-Smith-in-my-mind BEST goth concert look ever, but no. She had actually gotten married that day. 4ft high bride of frankenstein hair and full on gothface makeup and a HUGE dragging bouquet of dried and dead, black flowers and all.
Definitely 3hours was more than 1.5 hours too long though. And definitely Robert Smith was 1,000,000% jealous of that girl’s hair. It was like a modern art interpretation of a black sooted and completely singed skyscraping tower of birds nests to the max. As it happens I’m a huge proponent of any kind of bird’s nest hair. Probably why i remember it