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CrystalGeezer
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I feel as though, or have discovered through one way or another, that I have been the butt of a cosmic joke for a very long time. It manifests itself, clues to the joke, a Horus dominating the essence of the Set inside me, us, in interesting ways. I am attempting to reclaim my life from this...
Tibby
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I was thinking about how long I`ve been this way.Depressed I mean.It has been a while.I`ve been better and I`ve been worse.When it was really bad I used to pray for death.I just wanted to be put out of my misery.When my depression and ocd first surfaced I learned how to use self injury as a...
In less then 40 minutes -here anyway- it'll be may the twenty-secondof may, the birthday of -one of- the greatest lyricists who will ever live. Yes, I'm talking about Steven Patrick Morrissey. I've just watched Wilde, and well, impossible love must be terrible. I think it's something from all...
CrystalGeezer
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My friend found this photo of us. It was taken Easter Sunday 2000 in her grandmother's home in a suburb of Milwaukee, the farthest I have travelled from California since I was moved here by my family in 1980. In the photo my friend and her Nani embrace effortlessly while I loom awkwardly in the...
Tibby
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I really,really tried hard to fight those feelings but I lost.I really tried not to do it.But I did it again.I cut myself again.After I was done I felt like I could breathe again.I felt better.I just keep everything inside.And when it gets to be too much I have to find a way to let it...
Tibby
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I`ve been feeling so tired and blue.I just can`t seem to make these feelings go away.When I do get to sleep I just don`t want to get out of bed.It just makes me want to hurt myself again and again.I haven`t given in to those feelings though.I haven`t hurt myself lately.I`ve really been trying...
CrystalGeezer
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Imagine the two people falling from this tower represent the "people within people" that we see. Lets say I am the artist that drew the card, I see a man with a crown and without a crown. The man without a crown, the fallen angel, sees me, without a crown and a man with a crown. (The crown...
CrystalGeezer
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I slept with that doll every night. :o Pictured: Kelly, Michael, Dawn, Our Grandma Grace, Me
CrystalGeezer
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Afternoon does something to me when I'm feeling particularly in a funk or uncomfortable. Kinda nursing a tootheache in 90 degree heat while my mom pesters me for the rent from a check that hasn;t arrived, I;d rather just tune out money when I'm crabby. But it got me to thinking about afternoons...
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